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Thinks I Thought

I ask the paper to lie and pry in the corners of my mind so I could know where my thoughts went that night and all the nights that followed with all the drugs that flowed. It all came to … Continue reading

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Sentencing Lala

High is when the temperature is Fashionably late and your heart Is the strobe cruising along the Arabian sea knowing you can Drive to Dubai from Kannur Within a day through the water Held in a bottle of eye drops … Continue reading

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Solicit in Sanskrit

Life is not atman. Life is not seen. Brahman,       please define my life       by something other                  than me. Kama takes over. Jiva take cover. What tattva? This maya,       no satya—       samyama!       KAIVALYA! I have no … Continue reading

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For Lish, cause he asked for it.

You slaughtered the red robin on the road, It flew for a second only to explode. Its guts sprawled out for all men to see, You held me high, feed me lies, I your trophy. I was so caught up … Continue reading

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Cycle of Life

I just watched life die It changed colours before my eyes It swam around the water still Loss of roots and loss of will It felt so wrong, but taste so right It was I who killed this life tonight … Continue reading

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The Army

No one looks at you long enough to recognize you No one speaks to you long enough to hear you No one questions you long enough to fight you You are the army you are the mess, Be your own … Continue reading

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Bitches on Fire

I knew all the answers from the very start I asked all the questions, they refused my art I wanted obsession, they gave me depression They handed me the answers to ever question So now i have to pick a … Continue reading

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Control, Options, Shift, Delete

Its not about love, yet its all you need It’s not about hate yet they choose to greed They chose to fight for things seen They chose to dance to completely nothing. But we are women and what we know … Continue reading

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