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The High Class

Pills fall in line on the palm of their hands. Capsules in round vogue the latest trends. Back in the vault, cheap transparent plastic from Christmas circa 2000, trap coated yellow models batting labels for release. Tension builds like the … Continue reading

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there’s a liquid sky with every star posing as incense– as feathers. feathers fall below me; I’m losing my marbles or unwinding these strings. this yarn is glued—plaster holds veins keeping my eyes tucked away it’s superstition– the conch shells. … Continue reading

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Step into the Coffee Shop

              I adjust to the fragrance and wish                   my mind would speak clearly                      so my tongue could blister                                —perfection—               But I’m thrown off by such stoicism               and allow for sighs to be exchanged               through a meet                                     and greet                                               and depart                   accompanied … Continue reading

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Thinks I Thought

I ask the paper to lie and pry in the corners of my mind so I could know where my thoughts went that night and all the nights that followed with all the drugs that flowed. It all came to … Continue reading

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Sentencing Lala

High is when the temperature is Fashionably late and your heart Is the strobe cruising along the Arabian sea knowing you can Drive to Dubai from Kannur Within a day through the water Held in a bottle of eye drops … Continue reading

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Bitterness

It has nothing to do with him but it has everything to do with him: She left on a sour note. So sour, it was hard to swallow. She couldn’t bare the after-taste. She couldn’t even say goodbye. At least … Continue reading

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Drowned a Fool

Drowned a fool, thoughts mirrored lines Conflicted vision from a fragrant mind Fragmented, conformed, degraded soul A puzzle, a dream, a life to unfold The answers were there Made sense at the time Made easy rhythms That caught on a … Continue reading

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Here

Swift and slow Hold your breathe Get down get low They’re at it again Here is there where they just can’t see The beyond the past that makes it me Battle against the faces that judge mine Erasing the memories … Continue reading

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India I

I cant think properly here Im hearing and hearing this weary unclear Im missing my souls deep obsession Its 180 around this gravitation He had dark eyes that empty with recognition Of a love and truth ambition His head was … Continue reading

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Living in Disney

I’m living in Disney. Flashing, FLASHING memories. I try to erase you every time. Only, I keep hitting rewind…. Spin me out of this daydream. We went so fast, I’m still dizzy. Life has become a flurry, neon teacup’s blur. … Continue reading

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