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there’s a liquid sky with every star posing as incense– as feathers. feathers fall below me; I’m losing my marbles or unwinding these strings. this yarn is glued—plaster holds veins keeping my eyes tucked away it’s superstition– the conch shells. … Continue reading

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Thinks I Thought

I ask the paper to lie and pry in the corners of my mind so I could know where my thoughts went that night and all the nights that followed with all the drugs that flowed. It all came to … Continue reading

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Sentencing Lala

High is when the temperature is Fashionably late and your heart Is the strobe cruising along the Arabian sea knowing you can Drive to Dubai from Kannur Within a day through the water Held in a bottle of eye drops … Continue reading

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Bitterness

It has nothing to do with him but it has everything to do with him: She left on a sour note. So sour, it was hard to swallow. She couldn’t bare the after-taste. She couldn’t even say goodbye. At least … Continue reading

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Crimson Art

(In psychosis, USA) Chris crossed us both in two Lost dreams of i love you Heart halved and split apart Left to bare the crimson art Splattered on the walls you’ve got my heart on display Caught in two beats … Continue reading

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What You Know

(In psychosis, USA) What you don’t know cant hurt you But what if I desert you You think its just that easy Then go ahead and leave me You never knew the truth dear You just followed in your fears … Continue reading

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Lost Him

(in psychosis, USA) Nothing but waiting all my life Watching humans win the fight Waiting for the Robyn’s flight Into, born into, this abiss Drifting off into the green Waiting for his eyes to watch me Keep praying I’m on … Continue reading

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Guided by Lies

(In psychosis, USA) Temptress, tempt stress. Wasted in this wasteland. Musing as a confused. Howling, scowling moon. Kindred, kind, hopeful. Sweet, serenity, so full. Life, loving, learning to fly. Across the universe, ask her why. Listened listener, Orange stomached bird. … Continue reading

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Why Me?

(I psychosis, USA) Illusions and disalusions straddle me, hound me and pound me like the wake of your heart beat when i could find rest and peace Now im so clouded by fear i cant even bend break or see, … Continue reading

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What Now?

(In psychosis, USA) You left me closed in the sand You left me empty enough to reach land You stuffed me with your love and trust Only to send me off and act as if it was lust So what … Continue reading

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