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only if there’s a last supper after my “last supper…”

if i let my tongue burn, sometimes i think i would die. sometimes i think i would die if i let you fall under my breath where i hide my bread crumbs. it’s because they didn’t teach me misery right. … Continue reading

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karmic doodoo

taken by evil eyes of isis this time, remind me of cycloptic standards of bindi voodoo– it’s mumbo-jumbo karmic doodoo… stigma or stanzas of siddhartha’s worth? holy bread ‘oms’ with cardboard girth– num num! num? buddhist nun. aummmm.. prayer the … Continue reading

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Thinks I Thought

I ask the paper to lie and pry in the corners of my mind so I could know where my thoughts went that night and all the nights that followed with all the drugs that flowed. It all came to … Continue reading

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Solicit in Sanskrit

Life is not atman. Life is not seen. Brahman,       please define my life       by something other                  than me. Kama takes over. Jiva take cover. What tattva? This maya,       no satya—       samyama!       KAIVALYA! I have no … Continue reading

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The Way It Is

(In psychosis, USA) Oh okay, I see how it is, you played the game, you controlled the kids. You told them, scolded them, let them cry and win, win at the thing that you only began So here you are … Continue reading

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What Bhagavad Gita taught me.

Oh okay, I see how it is, You played the game, you controlled the kids. You told them, scolded them, let them cry and win, Win at the thing that you only began So here you are now, surrounded in … Continue reading

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Shiva’s Moon

You take me away from my mind, from thoughts that lead to truth. You distract me from the swirl of time, in the spiral of shivas moon.   In and out and up and down the thoughts go in my … Continue reading

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