Tag Archives: depression

only if there’s a last supper after my “last supper…”

if i let my tongue burn, sometimes i think i would die. sometimes i think i would die if i let you fall under my breath where i hide my bread crumbs. it’s because they didn’t teach me misery right. … Continue reading

Posted in Cohering My Trip, Life, Recollecting India, Recollecting Insanity | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 6 Comments

i should build a levee

silver is becoming attractive to my whims. i imagine nuzzling razors tenderly against my skin.. i imagine the Nile that crawls from my wrist to be emptied in a red sea as i open my fist. reveal an atlas of … Continue reading

Posted in Bipolar Disorder, Life | Tagged , , , , , , | 1 Comment

I am Dust

When I ask for dust; I ask for a plague of time where my mind slips from every coursing moment so I can fade away, so I can disintegrate and recycle any feeling of peace or pleasure or despair and … Continue reading

Posted in Life, Love, Life and Other Trivial Pursuits | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , | 2 Comments

Entry 23

I am sorry, self. It has been so long. Poetry at least, right? Wrong. I should have been journaling all of this time as opposed to getting wrapped and warped in this pathetic excuse for a life. I am such … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , , | Leave a comment

Blameless Accident

Adjacent to the thoughts of morrow I left my heart to be filled with sorrow Remembering a time of day and life Struck with the feeling of death at night Tracing my fingertips in the air The music beats such … Continue reading

Posted in Addiction, Bipolar Disorder, Recovery (USA) | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Drowned a Fool

Drowned a fool, thoughts mirrored lines Conflicted vision from a fragrant mind Fragmented, conformed, degraded soul A puzzle, a dream, a life to unfold The answers were there Made sense at the time Made easy rhythms That caught on a … Continue reading

Posted in Bipolar Disorder, Recovery (USA) | Tagged , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Living in Disney

I’m living in Disney. Flashing, FLASHING memories. I try to erase you every time. Only, I keep hitting rewind…. Spin me out of this daydream. We went so fast, I’m still dizzy. Life has become a flurry, neon teacup’s blur. … Continue reading

Posted in My Favourites, Psychosis State (USA), Recollecting India, Recollecting Insanity | Tagged , , , , , , , | Leave a comment