Tag Archives: delusions

my dear space, time will tell

i fear we won’t watch our facade cave in. amongst all my love, i really look forward to wearing coral lipstick. but last night, when you said you didn’t see my face paint, i’d wondered what else you were blind … Continue reading

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Syncing in Baths

He stranded me in ultraviolet pick-storms surrounded by satanic crosses on Lincoln avenue. Addressing the concert hall required decoding 666. One more 24 to 2424… it all starts making sense! Riddle this, pull out your tarots: I was two-thirds dressed … Continue reading

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Colour Theory

You are patterned in hypnotics as though staring at the sun, with every bleached strand standing on edge over the cliff of our endless peaks. I falter, dizzied by spectrums that saturate my ego and keep my lungs steady; anticipating … Continue reading

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Thinks I Thought

I ask the paper to lie and pry in the corners of my mind so I could know where my thoughts went that night and all the nights that followed with all the drugs that flowed. It all came to … Continue reading

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True Bitterness

Bitter is like the harsh lukewarm black eye I sip carelessly in the corner As the baristas gossip unwittingly behind the counter, “Thats crazy!” Is it crazy? Some have said I was crazy before so why not this morning? Bitter … Continue reading

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The Creek

Welcome to my Shangri-la Here, the trees bend and coat the creek In a kaleidoscope of breathless leaves. They drifted like my memory That now lay possessed by tragedy. I once found comfort in such a sleep As the fading … Continue reading

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The Thing

Its a backwards thing; They walk, they talk, they sit and think. Wonder of their lives that are made to compromise, Forced to blink and breath, all for the nature of the thing: The thing is expressed by a way, … Continue reading

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My Mistake

(In psychosis, USA) I’m in love with the winner Kept trying to steal my heart But I wouldn’t let him take it I wouldn’t let him chart When he did it in the end, he found were less then friends … Continue reading

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Unraveling Thoughts

(In psychosis, USA) The world was once flown into orbit The tides just wouldn’t stand still They’d crash and calm fast as our minds let Until we separated our souls will Lost and fried, dazed and confused Trapped in our … Continue reading

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The Way It Is

(In psychosis, USA) Oh okay, I see how it is, you played the game, you controlled the kids. You told them, scolded them, let them cry and win, win at the thing that you only began So here you are … Continue reading

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