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only if there’s a last supper after my “last supper…”

if i let my tongue burn, sometimes i think i would die. sometimes i think i would die if i let you fall under my breath where i hide my bread crumbs. it’s because they didn’t teach me misery right. … Continue reading

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Bitterness

It has nothing to do with him but it has everything to do with him: She left on a sour note. So sour, it was hard to swallow. She couldn’t bare the after-taste. She couldn’t even say goodbye. At least … Continue reading

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What You Know

(In psychosis, USA) What you don’t know cant hurt you But what if I desert you You think its just that easy Then go ahead and leave me You never knew the truth dear You just followed in your fears … Continue reading

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Lost Him

(in psychosis, USA) Nothing but waiting all my life Watching humans win the fight Waiting for the Robyn’s flight Into, born into, this abiss Drifting off into the green Waiting for his eyes to watch me Keep praying I’m on … Continue reading

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Guided by Lies

(In psychosis, USA) Temptress, tempt stress. Wasted in this wasteland. Musing as a confused. Howling, scowling moon. Kindred, kind, hopeful. Sweet, serenity, so full. Life, loving, learning to fly. Across the universe, ask her why. Listened listener, Orange stomached bird. … Continue reading

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What Now?

(In psychosis, USA) You left me closed in the sand You left me empty enough to reach land You stuffed me with your love and trust Only to send me off and act as if it was lust So what … Continue reading

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My Mistake

(In psychosis, USA) I’m in love with the winner Kept trying to steal my heart But I wouldn’t let him take it I wouldn’t let him chart When he did it in the end, he found were less then friends … Continue reading

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Unraveling Thoughts

(In psychosis, USA) The world was once flown into orbit The tides just wouldn’t stand still They’d crash and calm fast as our minds let Until we separated our souls will Lost and fried, dazed and confused Trapped in our … Continue reading

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The Way It Is

(In psychosis, USA) Oh okay, I see how it is, you played the game, you controlled the kids. You told them, scolded them, let them cry and win, win at the thing that you only began So here you are … Continue reading

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First Writing back in the States

Wet cloth clings to my body The way you did when we first met Cant kiss these lips so salty The way you want to as we’ve parted by the sea Why did they come and get involved? I was … Continue reading

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