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Grated Slate; Cocaine

I made you mountains. I pulled on plates of porcelain— and here                 are your black lines. And here is some white guy; The president of feces. I drew him                 of black lines. Now you draw into mountains                 … Continue reading

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Lakeland

Placid lakes are accompanied by bums that walk their fringe, carrying cardboard prophecies and hollow Big Gulps from 7/11. They feed off the charitable                    (also known as the dim-witted) because they can’t see them sitting in skin as though bones … Continue reading

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My Sad Bike

Energy collect in fists mounted on the handle bars of rusted Schwinn’s aching to spin again but the motivation makes excuses to do anything but feel good.

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Drink the Kool-Aid

So much for Florida and the shape of saturated watercolours… Pensacola is running dyes down the peninsula; a vision that seems promising until you remember that it’s not just sunshine but the elderly. Now who’s running to die on the peninsula? Florida will … Continue reading

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Entry 23

I am sorry, self. It has been so long. Poetry at least, right? Wrong. I should have been journaling all of this time as opposed to getting wrapped and warped in this pathetic excuse for a life. I am such … Continue reading

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Response to Chemical Destiny

https://srkurdas.wordpress.com/2013/07/23/chemical-love/ I should have known you better And that you’d lied to me. All the time we spent together, I just wish I could have seen. Seen all dreams I left behind When I promised you devotion— When I promised … Continue reading

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Heart for Sale

(Song written in India 2013) I sold my heart And told you no returning But you tore it apart And brought it back to me How can you expect Something like a full refund When you swore and promised That … Continue reading

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Obsessed

(Written in India 2013) You must be obsessed Youve troubled your mind beyond the moon you can see You must be obsessed Youve spent way too long gazing into the sea You must be possessed You’ve loved him so long … Continue reading

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Without You

(Written in India 2013) Tell me, what do they know about love Tell me, how could they speak the truth? It was different back then, though the times were rough, the enlightened were only few How could they say they … Continue reading

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Truth in my Eyes

(psychosis state, USA) With you there With me here Time s current Time is linear Life is wonderful Oneness is near I turn to you in a wake of darkness A wake of longing, a wake of fear I wait … Continue reading

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