You Can’t Diagnose Worth

And I tried to make love to
you but your a girl and I’m
a girl who ignored the fact
that we could still try but
it would’ve taken effort
that I don’t know
how to give
without
leading
you
on.
Without caving in like I did;
I wore my self out, whoring
myself and putting out so I
could avoid everything. But
now I can’t do that in that
way, it’s toxic. So toxic, I
know now and I don’t need
telling so like my psychiatrist
thinks and it’s not okay for him
to tell me I’m beautiful and yell
at me for wanting and looking
and attempting to escape.

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About Robyn

"If you haven't known insanity, you haven't lived."
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